Love nd Life as defined as one of my frnd...!!!!!
a guy proposed me!
He promised me so many things that I could say "yes, I Love you too!"...
it was a tender teenage i.e., just sweetest 18 year old was I!
Though I didn't accept his proposal, I had a soft corner for him that I never showed out!
One thing I thought was, if this boy has same feelings for me even after 3 years i.e., till the final year of my graduation, then I would accept his proposal and take this relationship for my whole life!
Slowly...
2 years passed, then came my final year!
Now we are all young, but not teenagers, mind is matured, personality has developed and we are graduates!
The person who Loved me 3 years back had no feelings towards me! So many things have changed..!
During my final year graduation days, I asked him once "do you have the same feelings which you expressed when I was 18?"...and he just smiled and replied
".. Priorities have changed in my life, now my priority is definitely not you…!"
I said that it was not the answer for my question..and I repeated my question again "do you have the same feelings towards me..? Do you still Love me...?!"
He replied "Love remains the same...but it's not going to turn into a relation due to various reasons like caste, family, etc...!"
These words left my heart broken and confused...! I started thinking little practically about my life from then!
On our completion of graduation, whole class organized a farewell sort of party! Party lasted till late evening...! Everyone hugged each other and wished good luck for their futures! This person came to me..gave a gentle shake hand and said these words..."you'll definitely get a Lovely person as your soul mate... And it's not me...!" Then he moved away!
I was thinking that he will never even know that since the day he proposed me, I had all my dreams about him to be my soul mate for my so called life! Story would have been
different if I had accepted his proposal of so called Love in my very first year of Graduation!
Loveliest thing in this world I guess is being Loved by some one from whom we expect! After all who don't Love to be pampered and cared from the Loved one?!
Few words from the bottom of my heart are... Some dreams remain as dreams in this so called life...!
Isn't there a full stop to this so called Love that arises in every person's teenage life..?!
Why it hurts and doesn't leave us alone..?! Why does it last forever...?!
Well...some questions are always unanswered as we all know that though life ends, Love doesn't...don't know why!!!
But still..one always rejoices him/herself in this Love, be it of pain or pleasure!
The happiness one attains being in it is unexplainable!
Finally... Though everything seems unclear in this journey, there is nothing lost or wasted in this life!!!
